
After yesterday’s burial office, one member of the family engaged in one of those conversations that so often arises at moments like a funeral. In this person’s case, it was about faith. He wanted to know how come, despite searching and asking God for it, he didn’t seem to have faith. He wanted to know why he found God in his mother, but couldn’t find God as or in God. He said that he knew right from wrong — he remembered stealing something as a kid and learning that, first, he didn’t enjoy the object as much as the one his friend had and, two, he felt so bad about it that he returned it to the store. So he knew that he had the moral and ethical underpinnings of faith. He knew in his head that faith exists; he once believed but he no longer felt God’s presence in his heart. But now… he wanted to know how come if he wanted to believe, he couldn’t yet.
As if that weren’t enough for the hard questions, he then wanted to know why God allows humankind to know good and wrong. Surely it was the devil who inspired us to learn evil. Surely God wouldn’t let humankind know evil, would God? I told him I honestly needed time to chew on that one.
Really, he hit on the major struggles humankind has had with belief, faith, and right and wrong.
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Paradoxically, the readings this morning respond to some of his tough questions with which we wrestled for an hour but which really take a lifetime to sort out.
Isaiah tells the people:
Wash yourselves;
make yourselves clean;
remove the evil from your doings from before my eyes;
cease to do evil, learn to do good:
seek justice, rescue the oppressed, defend the orphan, plead for the widow.
The writer of the letter to the Hebrews expresses some of what I inadequately tried to say yesterday to the man asking me all these questions: ‘Now faith if the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.’ There are things I believe with the heart of faith, and not with my intellect. As I told him, some things, like the resurrection of the body, I simply believe without trying to understand with logic. I believe because I have to, I need to, I want to. I believe and accept the mystery.
And Luke’s gospel picks up on this thread of belief and faith with the words, ‘For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.’ For where your faith is, there your heart will be also.
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The Rev’d John F. Kavanaugh, a Jesuit priest, wrote about his defining encounter with faith:
“Long ago, when I spent a month working at the ‘house of the dying’ in Calcutta, I sought a sure answer to my future. On the first morning I met with Mother Teresa after Mass at dawn. She asked, ‘And what can I do for you?’ I asked her to pray for me. ‘What do you want me to pray for?’ I voiced the request I had borne thousands of miles. ‘Pray that I have clarity.’
“She said no. That was that. When I asked why, she announced that clarity was the last thing I was clinging to and had to let go of. When I commented that she herself had always seemed to have the clarity I longed for, she laughed: ‘I have never had clarity; what I’ve always had is trust. So I will pray that you trust.’
“Thus Mother Teresa became for me a member of that cloud of witnesses to which the Letter of Hebrews refers: heroes [and heroines] of faith, who had conviction about things unseen. So it was with Abraham and Sarah, who believed they would give birth to a child in their old age (the very idea was enough to make Sarah laugh out loud) and make ‘descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and the sands of the seashore.’
“The Letter to the Hebrews celebrates the faith of Abel, dead but still teaching us; of Noah and his improbable ark; of Jacob, at death’s door, finally able to bless Joseph’s sons, of Moses, the child unguarded and abandoned, who would one day lead a nation, against impossible odds, into a territory his feet would never touch. Faith felled the walls of Jericho and saved the prostitute Rahab. It was faith, the letter says, that discovered new lands, bestowed wondrous strength, and inspired uncommon courage in ordinary men and women. ‘Some were pilloried, flogged, even chained in prison, stoned, beheaded, homeless, dressed in rags, penniless, given nothing but ill-treatment, living in caves and deserts and ravines.’ They were all heroes [and heroines] of faith, the letter continues, but they did not live to see what was promised.
“How much we have to learn from the great ones who have gone before us, not only the Hebrew saints praised above, but our own — those who, after Christ, believed in [Christ] despite adversity.
“We imagine faith to ease confusion, dull the pain, redeem the times, but we miss the testimony of the clouds of witnesses. Our faith does not bring final clarity on this earth. It does not disarm the demons. It does not still the chaos or dull the pain or provide a crutch so we might walk. When all else is unclear, the heart of faith says, ‘Into your hands I commend my spirit.’
“So it was with all our heroes [and heroines]. ‘Those died in faith. They did not obtain what had been promised but saw and saluted it from afar… searching for a better and heavenly home.’” (1)
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It is hard sometimes to have or find that bedrock solid faith of which the Letter to the Hebrews speaks. If we are honest about our life journey, we would have to admit that sometimes ‘the future is… faced with uncertainty, even panic.’ Sometimes ‘the unknown is seen as more terrifying than the known, for we are not certain our coping behaviors have developed to meet the new challenges. Besides, we get accustomed to dealing with the familiar. It’s secure, like old bedroom slippers. Anything new might require us to reprogram ourselves altogether. And that we find a most threatening prospect.… How does one face tomorrow without fear?’ (2)
How does one face tomorrow without fear? How does one move from seeking clarity to trusting? Through faith — in the understanding of the Letter to the Hebrews, the way we follow Christ. We follow with patience, perseverance, holding fast to the hope that has been given us through Christ. Faith — being able to hold to in hope even that which cannot be seen… the Spirit of God which works in us and transforms us. Faith — looking toward our heroes and heroines, our mentors and teachers who have gone before us, trusting in God, even when to do so seems like utter folly.
Thank God we do have a cloud of witnesses that can show us what it means to be a person of faith! A cloud of witnesses that exemplifies that trust which enables us to handle uncertainty and change.
Who have been your mentors in faith? Beyond the obvious, public ones like Mother Teresa or Ghandi or Oscar Romero or Martin Luther King. Who, in your own life, has been an icon of faith — someone who believes confidently in what we hope for and about things we do not see? For the man in my conversation yesterday, it was his mother.
It is wonderful to have a cloud of witnesses to whom we can look for examples of faith. But the life of faith cannot stop with them. It must continue with each one of us. Each one of us is called to be a witness to the God of Hope, the God who makes all things new. We are called to enter into the cloud of witnesses, to believe and trust and hope in that which cannot be seen but which we know is of God. And so the biggest question is also the last: How can each one of us become a witness, a mentor in faith for someone else? How can we be in our own way someone who, as an icon, points a seeker to God?
Learning and trusting how to be a person of faith comes through prayer and the grace of God. Let that grace fill you and me this morning as we are renewed by the Sacrament so that you and I may go out into the world, to proclaim the Good News and join in the way of the cloud of witnesses.
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(1) The preceding paragraphs are from John Kavanaugh,
The Word Encountered (Maryknoll, NY: Orbis, 1997), 91-92.
(2)
Imaging the Word, Volume 2 (Columbus, OH: United Church Press, 1995), 251.
[photo: altar window reflections, 5 August 2007]